sunlight

sorry
i was taking photos of the window
and enjoying how still i was allowed to sit
and i lost track of time

i saw God in the sun and the storm cloud

the sun shines so quietly, but so actively
i'm indoors and the window's only showing a storm cloud
but there's the sun

does the sun exist?
is there actually a ball of fierce power and deadly heat?
is there a sphere hundreds of times the earth in the sky?
it doesn't look like there is
from my desk

but there are marks on the wall
sunlight markings
just saying "yes. i'm here"
quietly spread into my room and over my wall

i hope you know that we're not talking about the sun